Hot Blog: WELIVETOGETHER WE LIVE TOGETHER was crying again and so was Katie. She was barely able to finish reading his letter but when she did, she handed it to me. I dried my eyes and read it again and again. What was I doing? I was willing to throw away the best thing in my life for one little secret. I knew it wasn't over between us but we still needed to talk. I know he loved me and he wanted to keep me from being hurt. I looked up at Katie and she bent over and comforted me.
"Do whatcha gotta do," she said.
"I'll stay here tonight and go home in the morning. Brian and I still have alot of things to talk about before I forgive him," I said as we hugged again. "Thanks for being here for me, girl," I told her as I tried to smile through my tears.
Mark called us for dinner and we all sat silently and ate. All I could think about was that beautiful heartfelt letter that Brian had written to me. He did love me. I kept telling myself that. I knew it was true and the more I thought about it the more I knew I felt exactly the same way about him as he did about me. He was my heart and my soul. I loved him more than I thought I could love someone. I needed to forgive him, but I needed to hear his voice, I needed to see his face. We finished our dinner and I headed for the guest room feeling exhausted from all the crying. I fell asleep almost instantly and I dreamed of Brian and that first night we spent together.
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